A ‘non-religious’ view of Dietrich Bonhoeffer -- #11 – reflections from journal entries
Now for another set of ten reflections selected/adapted from journal entries written during my Vermont years (1992-95).
Now for another set of ten reflections selected/adapted from journal entries written during my Vermont years (1992-95).
- The ‘non-religious’ hermeneutic I am following has essentially/centrally to do with making sufficient sense of life experiences to conceive of and pursue a well-lived life.
- The ‘non-religious’ methodology I am following seeks and is open to ‘truth’ from all sources. Modern/‘from below’ proposals are assessed (1) by the selection/handling of data and (2) by internal consistency. Previously held views (including proposals from antiquity) are (re)considered in light of foundational modern/‘from below’ insights before being accepted/followed as credible. A ‘religious’ methodology does the reverse.
[Note: By ‘from below’, I have in mind the exercise and results of a scientific method for inquiry. The technological means for scientific observation continue to become increasingly sophisticated and penetrating. As examples from Galileo forward reveal, resistance to the resulting new data becomes more intense as one moves from the liberal end to the fundamentalist end of the theological spectrum.] - The aim of a ‘non-religious’ interpretation of Jesus’ identity centers on his credibility as a resource/guide for defining a well-lived life.
- The ‘non-religious’ interpretation of salvation I am following provides support for creating and sustaining hope, especially in different life circumstances or ethically dangerous situations.
- The ‘non-religious’ approach to the assembling of communities of faith that I am following is analogous to the huddle behind the line of scrimmage in football.
- My experience with ‘religious’ language has moved chronologically through several phases. Prior to 1973 (when my first wife’s multiple sclerosis was diagnosed), the ‘religious’ language of the thought world into with I was born and in which I was raised overlapped my social language and was taken for granted. From 1973 forward, the ‘religious’ language I inherited at birth was expanded through undergraduate and graduate education, along with an introduction to ‘marketplace’ language. During the first decade of my first wife’s illness (1973-84), I was moving away from ‘religious’ language and toward ‘religionless’ language (1) as I learned through experience the language of ‘displacement’ and ‘wilderness’ associated with chronic illness and (2) as the ‘religious’ language I inherited and had taken for granted in my youth began to buckle under both rational and existential pressure. By my first wife’s death (d. 1987), my first language had become ‘wilderness’ (‘displaced’) language; my second language, ‘marketplace’ (esp. medical sphere) language; my third language, ‘religious’ language. It seemed to me that, for most, their first language was either ‘religious’ language or ‘marketplace’ language.
[Note: One’s ‘first language’ is primary, instinctive, the language in which one dreams. I had discovered that ‘religious’ language was of little benefit in interpreting experiences in the ‘wilderness’ or in the ‘marketplace’. My ‘non-religious’ approach to spirituality and ethics developed out of the experience and language of the ‘wilderness’ and the ‘marketplace’.] - The ‘non-religious’ eschatology I am following is expressed well by the phrase ‘honorable defeat’ (the title of a book by Anton Gill about the German conspirators during the Nazi period).
[Note: A ‘religious’ eschatology can only consider/envision victory at some level – individual, corporate, historical, cosmological. A ‘non-religious’ eschatology can face likely defeat at every level. The Abwehr resistance circle’s efforts (of which Bonhoeffer was central) to persuade the Allies not to insist on the unconditional surrender imposed on the Germans after the 1914-18 war failed. Then their 20 July 1944 attempt the kill Hitler and take control of the government/military failed.] - The ‘non-religious’ approach to ‘community’ I am following is three-tiered. (1) My most radical (i.e., to the root) and first-order experience of ‘community’ comes in/through alignment with the tragic sufferer, the stranger, the economically/socially vulnerable, the enemy, the displaced, the dismembered. (2) My second-order experience of ‘community’ comes in/through alignment with those who, in/during the first-order experience, I discover to share this way of being. (3) My third-order experience of ‘community’ comes with those with whom I discover similar experiences/sources for being this sort of person and for sustaining this way of being.21
[Note: A ‘religious’ approach to ‘community’ concentrates on and, in many cases, is restricted to the ‘religious community’. In the extreme, a ‘religious’ approach to ‘community’ turns inward, with the consequence of dissociating as much as possible from the ‘wilderness’ and the ‘marketplace’. The fellowship/discourse characteristic of the third-order ‘non-religious’ experience of ‘community’ is revised by, is consistent with, and flows from the fellowship/discourse characteristic of the second-order ‘non-religious’ experience of ‘community’. The temptation (i.e., the path of least resistance and greatest familiarity) is to lapse into the cliquishness/exclusivity characteristic of societal spheres (including but not limited to the ‘religious’ sphere). The fellowship/discourse that results from yielding to this temptation will/does not support, center on, or treat as ultimate the first-order ‘non-religious’ experience of ‘community’. Examples of my ‘non-religious’ experiences of ‘community’ -- (1) the first-order experience of ‘community’ my family and I had with the profoundly abused children removed from their homes and sheltered by the state at the K-Bar-B Ranch (our ‘church’ during the New Orleans years), (2) the second-order experience of ‘community’ I found with the ‘Who Cares?” gathering of faculty members from the LSU Ob/Gyn Department and also with the Miami CARE social workers doing case management with the cocaine abusing mothers enrolled in our intervention project, (3) the third-order experience of ‘community’ I am experiencing with the Dayspring Family Health Center professional staff.] - I am finding that a ‘religionless’ experience of ‘community is indeed ‘arcane’ (as Bonhoeffer anticipated in his prison correspondence).
[Note: I dissociate ‘arcane’ from the antiquated and pre-modern/scientific oddity/strangeness of ‘religious’ language. I associate ‘arcane’ instead with the focus, intensity, anchor, depth, . . . found in the essence of the first-order ‘non-religious’ experience of ‘community’. - Bonhoeffer’s life (especially the 1939-45 period) and his prison correspondence have been pivotal for me since I first read Letters and Papers in the mid-1970s while traveling in Europe. One reason is the number of associations I have made between his decisions/experiences and mine. The inequalities, with me in the diminished position, are obvious. However, from my first exposure to him -- both his life and thought -- the thirst for a ‘visit’ has been great. Thus, I have not read him passively, but actively and imaginatively. Here are some of the connections with him I have dared to note (for myself):
- a deeply respectful disposition toward culture, with corresponding appreciation and confidence in human beings
- a love for ‘the game’, particularly athletics
- the joy of rummaging through the art, philosophy, theology, music, and ‘accidents’ of history
- a tightly-woven immediate family that, though enriched by variety, rallies without any reservations around any one member
- a willingness to think and follow new ideas, sorted out by the determination to stand ‘with the world face to face’ (Paul Gerhardt as referenced in Letters and Papers, p. 143)
- a ‘prison’ experience (forced on me by the confinement inseparable from remaining true to my marriage vow as my first wife deteriorated under the assault of multiple sclerosis)
- a disposition toward theology faculty positions that makes such a position a means to an end rather than an end in itself (which for me had to do with the vision – completely gone after 1987 -- that a new variation of my denomination of birth could develop a format that would provide a truly free gathering for searchers/believers whose primary place in the world is outside the ‘religious’ sphere)
- the failed attempt to find ‘community’, integrity, and courage within institutionalized ‘religion’
- the influence of Adolph von Harnack
- choosing more immediate responsibilities over expanding experiences (Dietrich’s not fulfilling the desire to travel to India to spend time with Gandhi, mine not entering the doctoral program at Oxford University under Maurice Wiles after finishing my PhD at Southern Seminary)
- “writing without hope of publication” (cf., Bethge, Bonhoeffer: An Illustrated Biography, p. 65)
- respect for individuals (e.g., Clay Darnell, Jerry Trimble, Shelly Korones, Howard Brody, et al for me) who, as Dr. Rieux-type individuals (cf., Camus’ The Plague), defy the assumptions of traditional Christian theology
- the ‘friend in the singular’ theme
- being drawn to Merton-type monasticism
- a ‘seminary’ approach to training young pastors
- the centrality of the Sermon on the Mount
- ‘wilderness’ and ‘Who Am I?” experiences
- the resolve to remain focused on the concrete, on the ‘outer line’
- readiness to act on convictions
- the definition of and nuances for ‘religion’
- seeing the deficiencies and shortcomings in Barth’s theology
- persistent attention to ‘the Jewish Question’
- close/defining friendship with Jewish individuals (Hilldebrandt and Leibholz for Dietrich, Dr. Korones and Dr. Brody for me)
- wrestling with the story/play Job
- the immediate family (rather than ‘church’) as the grounding experience of ‘community’
- writing a wedding meditation for close friends (the Bethges for him; from the Korones wedding to our daughter Erin’s wedding)
- doctoral training in historical and systematic theology
- serious consideration of Schleiermacher’s thought
- a study visit to Rome
- experiment with ‘community’ (‘House of Brethren’ for Dietrich, ‘Who cares?’ faculty group at LSU for me)
- point-counterpoint with Bultmann’s thought
- assessing integrity by asking how one treats the person/s least like one’s self
- study and influence of the Social Gospel, resulting in a commitment to social justice
- influence of ‘Negro Spirituals’
- becoming a faculty member at a young age (Bonhoeffer at 25, I at 28), with a circle of dedicated students
- a writing style in which “every word has been well-considered and every sentence talks”
- being “incomprehensibly in radical opposition to all my friends” (24 October 1933 letter to Barth)
- teaching difficult youth (Berlin confirmation classes for Bonhoeffer, K-Bar-B kids for me)
- crossing the threshold from ‘religious’ to ‘non-religious’ at age 39
- maximizing the use of time
- engaging seminal thinkers in their strengths (cf., I Knew Dietrich Bonhoeffer, p. 65)