[July 2001 journal entry]
In reflecting on a Presbyterian USA pastor’s sermon I heard recently re ancient Israel’s King David dancing ‘with’ or ‘before the Lord’, I have no reservations about expressing feelings of joy or angst. I do have concerns about debilitating or destabilizing expressions of such feelings, especially when constrained by the assumptions of the ‘religious’ T/O paradigm. I do not support compartmentalizing celebration from lament. For me, celebration and lament are to be simultaneously experienced, with lament being primary and most basic (i.e., the focus of one’s ‘aim eye’). In other words, my ‘with the world face to face’ path/experience leads me to consider soberness and angst re the breadth/depth of human suffering as greater/deeper than celebration of joys and beauty in life experiences.