[May 2001 journal entry]
‘Religion’ and the T/O paradigm failed/collapsed/died for me under the accumulating and combined weight of
- an expanding/deepening awareness of the harsh existential realities of human suffering,
- an open/unrestricted method for historical inquiry,
- my willing acknowledgment that I view experiences from a ‘modern’, scientific, ‘from below’ angle,
- my caution re the limits of human language,
- the resolve to speak consistently with my closest collaborators (i.e., the very diverse circle of physicians with whom it has been my privilege to work over the past twenty years).