[February 2004 journal entry]
I often imagine standing in line with individuals whose misfortunes in life have been severe and tragic. My affluence, privileges, and abundant experiences (1) put me in a sobering and embarrassing minority (hardly measurable statistically) among individuals who have lived on this earth and (2) do not justify my seeking or accepting a position at/near the front of the line. I see myself silenced by my affluence, privileges, and abundant experiences rather than praying/asking for personal interests. I want instead to think and behave in a manner that respects and seeks the well-being of the vast majority in the line.
